Fluffy part # 2

Dad flipped a coin and my brother won the right to fly in the Stinson Voyager with Dad and I would drive in a car with mom--to be driven by my dads cousin--
The time neared for the trip to Florida, Fluffy was due to have kittens and we couldn't find her--I was frantic--I couldn't leave my cat--I searched everywhere---no Fluffy--mom said don't worry someone will find her and we will have her shipped to Florida--I didn't believe them--she would come to the house--and no one would be living there anymore--I was so upset--I loved my cat this was terrible--My dads cousin backed the car out and headed for the main road--and there was Fluffy walking down the road toward the house--I screamed stop let me out--I ran to her-it was clear she had the kittens somewhere--but I picked her up and headed to the car-and put her in.
Mom started telling me to leave the cat--that she had kittens somewhere--I couldn't do it--I said they are probably dead--she always had kittens in the house--I just couldn't trust that I would ever see my cat again-----
They relented and let me put her in the back--she fell asleep--and we drove for hours and were somewhere in the Carolinas--nothing but woods as far as the eye could see--when Fluffy woke up and was clearly frantic---she was freaking out for her kittens--I had done something terrible---a selfish act--and she like any mother was going Beserk---she jumjped onto the front seat and clawed my dads cousin in an attempt to get out and get to her kittens--he rolled down the window and let her jump out at 70 m.p.h-she rolled and came up on all fours heading for the woods---I screamed at the top of my lungs to stop but he ignored me--saying that damn cat clawed me--soon I couldn't see her any more--he never stopped and I never stopped begging him to turn around--it is the worst hurt and pain I had ever felt--I cried for three days-till I couldn't make tears any more--I just thought of her alone no food heart broken for her babies and it was all my fault---and in a week or two we got a letter from my friend Nancy--she found the kittens in a trash can at the community building--she tried to save them by feeding them with an eye dropper--they all died---I shouldn't have written this cause tears are rolling down my face--selfish little kid who had to take his cat---Codger